Early Closing Thursday
by Roy Vincent (1925
- )
"No, it won’t make a hole in your head.
The current’s quite small,
Hardly any at all,
And of course you won’t wake up quite dead."
The nurses, all gentle and kind,
Never told me that bits of my mind,
Would soon disappear,
That I’d feel very queer,
And not know before from behind.
Memories once precious to me,
Have vanished, no trace, all agree.
The voice of my child,
That amused and beguiled,
Was erased by the ‘cure’, E.C.T.
At Work, was I then in disgrace
From this hole in my mind – this great space?
For I found, to my shame,
This face - What’s his name?
Or this name – Who’s got the right face?
Who began this outrageous farce?
Who decides to switch on and to pass
A current designed
To ‘repair’ this bent mind?
Do they really know elbow from arse?
Why ‘Early Closing Thursday’?
Because
it makes just as much sense as
‘Electro Convulsive Therapy"
‘Electro Convulsive Therapy"
“There is no theoretical
basis to justify it. There is
considerable criticism of its extensive use because it may produce permanent
brain damage, especially losses of memory and intelligence.”
So writes the Oxford Companion to the Mind.
For most people, the implication of ‘therapy’ is of some process that
will aid recovery from whatever ails them, physically or mentally, and achieve
it benevolently, without harming them.
By what stretch of the meaning of words can a process be so described
that actually harms the very thing, the human mind, that it is claimed to be
saving?
Such present joys therein I find
That it excels all other bliss
That earth affords or grows by kind.”
The poet, Dyer*, could not have guessed
What would be done to minds distressed.
This precious place with knowledge filled,
Shocked, drugged, benumbed - then killed.
(*Sir Edward Dyer 1540 – 1607)
The 'story' of how I came to be subjected to 23 completely un-necessary sessions of ECT, is told in Chapter One of my book
"Listening to the silences -
in a world of hearing voices."
It is available to download free on
www.royvincent.org
Because the book is long, I have extracted Chapter One, and another key Chapter in my second Blog - www.roycvincent2.blogspot.com
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