Ruth was just thirty. She had ‘heard voices’ for a number of years – indeed, she had received psychiatric treatment. However, she still continued to ‘hear voices’, and also to be the victim of intrusive physical presences in her mind and body.
- intelligent voices capable of rational conversation.
Electronic wizardry that conveys the derisory, insulting and threatening messages and images that prey on lonely, vulnerable mind.
There were times when I felt just like a skinned rabbit as I opened up everything – all of my innermost self, as I attempted to convince anyone who would read that the voices and presences were the result of spiritual intrusion.
Frequently, I felt like giving up, but sustained myself with the thought that if I could just save only one mind from these agonies, one person from suicide, it would all have been worthwhile.
The post is headed “O what a world of unseen visions and heard silences”. It recounts in detail the sequence of events that led to my first hearing voices, and is essential if you wish to understand why I am so absolutely and unshakeably certain that the voices and physical interventions that I experience are spiritual in origin.
on my second Blog www.roycvincent2.blogspot.com )
There you will read something that is so very relevant to my theme in this essay. I describe how, as the result of a medical mis-diagnosis and what is now regarded as criminally inept psychiatry, I had arrived at a point where I simply could not go on. I desperately wanted to die… to commit suicide.